In addition, my (ahem) physical needs are speaking up. Without the timeline I have in mind, this would have been a very easy week to just call it a day.
It does feel unsettling at this point in time waiting this out. It has been 3 months since we last saw each other. I think part of the reason that I am feeling this way is that our W anniversary is coming up in a few days.
Part of me wants to send her some sort of token to let her know that our M still means something to me despite everything. Not flowers or anything outwardly romantic. Something that would say 'I love you but I am not going to stop you leaving'.
Heh. Biology can be a b1tch. FWB are always great for that, but probably not gonna help rebuild your M. Tough it out as long as you can. If that doesnt work...well...
Me: 42 W: 32 Married 7 years together 8.5 S1: 7 S2:7 Bomb #1: 09-16-13 Recon #1: 11/13 A discovered 04-03-2014 W filed D 05-19-14 but never served me I filed D 12-02-2014 S 05-31-14 Divorced 5-19-16
