afraid I have waited too long #3

[nit84]

Today is the day I find out how much I will have to pay my W each month till we are D.

I don't know if she will be staying the home with me or not after today. It won't bother me either way.

If she stays though, do I continue doing what I have been or do something different?

Problem is I am out of 180's to try I think. My current 180's are getting a reaction, not very positive, but she still is hell bent on getting a D.

Detaching is going ok but she says things like if you accepting this and going to be ok why not "lets just do this" and be done.

I said D is not a solution to me, I won't roadblock you but I have to look out for my best interests.

You can continue to proceed towards your goal but understand where I am coming from as I have tried to understand your position.

I guess she will either be real happy or real frustrated by this evening and now that it is in the court system neither one of us has really any control anymore and that is somewhat disturbing.