Good morning all . Im having alot of anxiety this morning . Does anyone have any methods of dealing with heavy anxiety in the morning . The worry of her leaving is heavy . We spent the evening out on the farm working with her parents and you could see alot of thinking was going on in her head .It was un comfortable but maybe a good thing .Its almost the first of the month and theres no sign of her leaving . But she was with OM saturday morning for probably 3 hrs . I screwed up late last night and snooped he phone and found two text messages from him . They were rediculous if you ask me . One said " our love is so strong , stronger than life ,our love for each other blah blah blah " it sounded like a teenager . Then the second one says that our love is mind ,soul and body and shes not happy at home shes only happy with him . It sounds like hes desperate and maybe shes second thinking going with him . I see no evidence of either one of them moving out .I know im supposed to be detaching and i did for the most part of the weekend but last night stirred up so many feelings of the good days I started getting jealous again . Please help
Me 45 W 45 Son 16 Son 14 Married 23 together 27 W threatened sep several times W still at home A discovered Mar 17 2014 A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )
