"I think she may have a pre mid life crisis kinda thing because she says she had to grow up early as she didnt have family.. got married she wants to live her youth.. shes planning a holiday with her mates.. making me angry.. I think she may have an acute case of gigs"
That's the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard. You keep coming up with these "theories" that aren't even true. The fact is that she's 21! She's STILL in her youth. Going out with her friends on vacation is what 21 year olds do. "making me angry" - she's not "making" you angry. YOU are making yourself feel angry.
You have no one to blame but yourself. It seems as if you still haven't learned to take responsibility for your actions. In fact, I was surprised to hear you say that you wanted to leave her. I guess you think you're a real prize.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.