So today I woke ok, i actually felt calm (ish) I had to drop the boys off to h this morning, when we arrived he was still in bed, had slept in, he asked if I was busy today, I said I was, he hadn't been able to organize a sitter for them today so he has to take them to work with him, for once I didn't volunteer to have them, I would ordinarily bend over backwards and change my plans, but I simply told him that I had planned to spend the day with our oldest son, taking him to the movies etc. I am going to have a great day with our eldest, he really needs a lot of the at the moment
