Oh and I didn't even post all the GAL I did today. All stuff I did all alone and very much enjoyed being by myself. Went for a fantastic run on a trail that cuts through a saltwater marsh. Lots of kayakers, I thought 'I need to do that!'. Visited the local farmers market, not as awesome as I'd hoped but something I've been wanting to do forever. And finally stained a wooden swing we have out front that has been half stained for a year! I'll admit I did just a so-so job but hey, at least I finally did it! (home projects are so not my thing). Did some reading and watched a movie too. Also, been fiddling around with a chess app! Another great distraction when my mind heads in unproductive directions. Never got around to cooking/baking but thinking about taking the kids strawberry picking when they get back home, so maybe some baking then, maybe we'll even share with H ;-)
Feels great to know I can so totally entertain myself without needing anyone else at all. And I can get my mind off of the sitch with H. I don't know why I doubted this, I guess it's just such a long, long time since I've had this kind of time alone.
M: 42 H: 43 M: 8 years S7 and D4 H has D19 and S25 from previous M Bomb: 3/6/14 OW discovered, EA & PA 1st separation, 10 days, decided to reconcile & moved back in. Fail 2nd separation: 5/1/14
