I am going to give you some food for thought from my own MLC experience in the hopes of giving you some insight.
Originally Posted By: Matt165
I just don't get how, even under the influence of MLC, they have turned their back on everything that they once tuly believed.
We are not turning our backs on everything we believed in....we are RUNNING AWAY from pressure. That is different. Turning our backs on something suggests that we are rational and logical in our decision-making process which is what a healthy person would do/normally does. When in MLC, all rational thought goes out of the window and we operate on our yucky emotions that we want to get rid of--FAST. Since we all live in a tangible world, in our minds, you as the 'tangible' evidence are the cause of our misery...we finger you as the "real" culprit thus laying all the blame at your feet.
Talk about real irony here, Matt.
Originally Posted By: Matt165
Are there any feelings of guilt or remorse at all?
For a former MLCer like me, who has come out of the fog and reintegrated oneself through a process of self-acceptance, there is guilt and remorse. At times, I do struggle with this as my empathy chip is now back in full-operating mode and it does hurt me knowing that I have wounded Ms. Wonka deeply with my MLC chit. This is where I have been working on making sincere amends with Ms. Wonka. I don't think our story is complete yet and is still being written as of today.
Just so you know that yes...some MLCers do feel guilt and remorse down the road. It is evidenced by Raine's and rH's threads. This seems to apply to kitty kitten MLCers...not Jekyll/Hyde MLCers like Bea's.
