Thanks Wonka, Georgia and Bea, Odd how now that she is gone, I'm more relaxed about the whole sitch. I just don't get how, even under the influence of MLC, they have turned their back on everything that they once truly believed. Having never had to deal with MLC, to me it must be confusing, that somewhere deep down, they MUST know what they are doing is just wrong. To watch a person live their life one way for so very long and now go to such lengths to twist things to justify doing the very things they once thought so wrong and be able to live with themselves. Are there any feelings of guilt or remorse at all? I don't think I could live myself having done what she is still doing. Having hurt someone who has been so much a part of my life and who I had, at least at one time loved.
I'm taking care of the things I know I must. I'm getting stronger I believe with each day. The anger is still there but not as strong and it's easier to get past. I guess I'll see as the legal process she started by filing for D gets going, if I can keep that anger from coming back. I am hopeful I can.
Thanks again for your help. I'm so glad that you were able to come out of your MLC, Wonka. And thanks for sharing with all of us how you thought and felt while in it's grip. It really is enlightening.
