Your h said he said he didn't want to be M. I don't say that to be harsh. You sound smart, dedicated, committed, funny and attractive. I know it isn't your job to teach lessons- life does that. However, I think you owe yourself a good time. Go, enjoy the pool, have a couple of overpriced cocktails, people watch (that alone is worth the trip) and relax. Your h? Well he can worry about himself. You don't owe him an explanation of what you are doing because you aren't doing anything wrong. You are simply living and going to have fun! Nothing to feel guilty about now. Enjoy:-)
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer