Yes happy to be in the beach town that's why I commute an hour to work each way (plus I work in one of the best children's hospitals)
Thanks for the encouragement. I kind of have been beating myself up wondering if I would have found this site/book sooner if things could have been different. It doesn't matter now. My mind just runs wild at times. Lol
I will see H tomorrow at basketball. Well he should be there. I'll have to bite my tongue and be nice and happy like last week. I don't know I might lose it if I see that stupid tattoo he got for her again lol.
Someone showed me an article on affairs and relationships hats actually somewhat scientific in nature. It goes on to say that after 6 months the chemicals that are released are reduced significantly. Technically we are at the 6 month mark since the texting started in November - December. So who knows
Oh yes GB happiness, true happiness, is not external only. I am trying to fake it til I make it but I am genuinely happy with my boys and my family (not including H). I don't have the need to post how happy I am or to continue proclaiming it. And if I were in a relationship (which I won't be for a long time) I won't feel the need to post it or tell everyone about it.
that's why I commute an hour to work each way (plus I work in one of the best children's hospitals) 
