She may claim the D is because of the A but you should not believe it. If all the signs of love you experienced were all that she felt the A wouldn't have happened. There is and was a lot more going on than you've been able to process.
This is a really, really difficult time for you, but that makes it more imperative that you find a way to detach. Focus on your kids and yourself and stop trying to make sense of it all. Especially any kind of sense that leads you where you want to go. Just observe what is happening around you while taking care of business -- your kids and yourself. Didn't you note you are about to be out of work? Put some focus into that. Quit worrying about W and drama for now.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
