the boys have spoken to their dad tonight and then we had to have a chat to work out what was going on this week, between their birthday, who would look after them tomorrow, the logistical stuff, then h asked how my night was last night, I kept it as short and upbeat as I could, I didn't ask questions about what he did, he volunteered the info himself, I let him talk, didn't try to fill the silence, then I ended saying I better go, I think I did ok. he bought up again that he was taking Wednesday off to celebrate the boys bday, I replied that I thought that was great, that the boys will love it, and that it will be a great day for them. I really miss him, I love the sound of his voice, this is really really hard
