Very true on trying not focus on her, and very very hard too. You can't help who you fall for. I am really feeling so much love and respect for my W lately . Whether it's right or not who knows. I am turning back into the man I used to be and want to be . That man is deeply in love with that woman that left me. And whatever happens that won't change for a while . It's not a contest or competition, but the feelings I have in my deepest of heart. I can see a little hope again, and will try to build on the small steps.
