Good advice on emotions. Not sure what to think of today. Wife came home from her over night around noon. The boys and I left for tball game. Wife and daughter came in time for game. After game kids and I headed for out of town graduation party. Wife was going home to shower and would be an hour behind us. I walked her to her car she told me I did a great job with the boys tball team. She had told me yesterday that I was really over doing with attention to our kids. Today I got a little emotional at end of game handing metals out to kids I have coached for 2 years, also when she told me I did a good job with tball. I told her my affection for our kids was real. She hugged me and got a little choked up. I told her I was sorry she couldn't find happiness with me and left. She made it to grad.party and stayed 3 hours it seamed like she caught up with my sister and a bunch of aunts and uncles. I sat with her for 30 minutes but spent most of my time catching up with people I haven't Sean in a while. My sister who wife was fairly close with knows we are having problems but not to what extent..anyway I saw wife walked to her car. I was taking kids for a ride on gator we stopped at her car. She appeared to have tears in her eyes. Guilt I am sure not love. But anyway I asked her if she was anxious to leave she said yes with a tone of anger or desperation she said kids don't want to leave can you get them. I said good byes to sister and got kids to car. We drove seperate so I could drive to lake for a fishing trip tomorrow. I hugged kids and gave her touch on soldier, told her I would see them tomorrow. The kids and I had a blast today.I don't know if she was feeling guilt or what today.
M 54 W 48 T 19 M 17 D 12 Twin S 6 Twin S 6 Ilybnilwy 1/26/14 A discovered 2/3/14 D filed 7/25/14 Sumons served 8/14/14
