WAW separation begins

[rayzzz]

It is finished.
Just moved out entirely, was strong enough to give my kids a hug and a kiss before leaving them in their new home at the inlaws then bawled on the way home. It is crazy grief isn't it? I've never cried where your whole body is shaking and fighting to breath. But I did feel tons better afterwards...just exhausting holding it in for my family, her family and all her new friends that showed up to help today. Thank God I made sure I set up an out of the ordinary GAL with going nightclubbing---I havent done that since I was 26!
Well I felt in my spirit again today "It so important that you do everything quietly now. So important" So now I go completely midnight dark and I work my 180s into overtime. I am going to grab Father time by the hand and we are gonna learn to work together whether he likes it or not!!
My purpose is pretty clear--my SAHD life is now dead and I am gonna resurrect my career and work work work...I have been longing to do this since she freaked about me not pulling my weight. lesson learned. Taking some pride in what my hands can do. Ok nightclubs here I come!