I am seeing a c, and am working on my self sabotage, the GAL is harder, I have consistently lived my life for others and now I find myself, trying to find myself. I am making new friends outside our normal circle, which is good, I am doing some 180s but are they purely a list of things I did in the past put in reverse? Silly question I know, I'm still waiting for my dr and db books to arrive. I am doing my best to stfu, but I worry that I'm coming across as angry or that I am being mean.
