More journaling...

Recalling back many years ago when I was just out of college and stayed at my parents house by myself for a summer (they were overseas). I was all alone but I remember how much I loved it. I had a job I liked (not a very interesting one but kept me busy and I liked the people), I was dating a guy but we didn't necessarily see each other all that much, I was taking some graduate courses and loved commuting into the city to attend class. I went running regularly. I didn't have tons of friends I hung out with but just enough to keep me content. This time alone feels kind of similar, I think that's a good and positive thing to hold on to and remind myself. I can do this, I am determined to prove to myself I can be happy and completely alone.


M: 42
H: 43
M: 8 years
S7 and D4
H has D19 and S25 from previous M
Bomb: 3/6/14 OW discovered, EA & PA
1st separation, 10 days, decided to reconcile & moved back in. Fail
2nd separation: 5/1/14