Just wriring... Having a very hard time this morning. Working on bills trying to figure out that vacation time with my boys. Also cleaning out W's desk. Found lot of old photos and cards. Found many cards she bought but never sent, obviously for me. Don't know if I have the strength to go through one of the bedroom closets like I had planned.
All I want to do right now is beg for her to come home. I know I can't do this but it's what I want. I thought I was over this sissy crying crap.
