Thx Train. I have to say, things just feel so, so off now. I felt like H was THERE but he has since really kind of pulled away. It's so heartbreaking. I honestly think that if I tried to put a lipstick kiss on a card right now it would completely freak him out. One minute we seem SO close and the next a million miles away. I'm just hanging tight and not reaching out to him. I'm feeling in that desperate mode which I know is definitely not a good time to reach out to him. If I start to feel better at some point over the weekend then maybe I'll make a move but for now I'm hanging tight and trying to calm my mind.
M: 42 H: 43 M: 8 years S7 and D4 H has D19 and S25 from previous M Bomb: 3/6/14 OW discovered, EA & PA 1st separation, 10 days, decided to reconcile & moved back in. Fail 2nd separation: 5/1/14
