Cross country DB with WAS

[Anders]

In addition, my (ahem) physical needs are speaking up. Without the timeline I have in mind, this would have been a very easy week to just call it a day.

It does feel unsettling at this point in time waiting this out. It has been 3 months since we last saw each other. I think part of the reason that I am feeling this way is that our W anniversary is coming up in a few days.

Part of me wants to send her some sort of token to let her know that our M still means something to me despite everything. Not flowers or anything outwardly romantic. Something that would say 'I love you but I am not going to stop you leaving'.