thanks ben and mlp, this is a sucky place to be in, I don't post anything on fb, we live I a small town anyway, and I don't believe in airing my laundry on fb, I stopped contacting h first when we first separated unless it has something to do with the kids, I used to constantly and incessantly ring him when were together(one of the issues) and he would respond by either not answering or turning his phone off, which then would make me ring more and so the game began... ben, really, do you guys notice these things? every time I think I have a handle on this, and leave him alone, he does contact me, but then the doubt creeps in, is it just out of habit, or does he genuinely want to see/talk to me?// aarrrggg...does my head in!!!
