exactly G'belle... BUT ... I have NOT taken the crumbs ... I am only venting on here.
Since the day he stated he mainly wanted a sexual R with me... I have dropped the rope. My actions match my words from that day forward. However, in HERE... I have posted what I have struggled with.
It is getting somewhat easier to let go & to really let him be "ON HIS OWN" .. not allowing him to have MM whenever he wants/expects on his terms. If we are not talking about business, daughter, mother condition....there is NO talk. However, I did "listen" to him express his concern about being an only child & parental care.
How am I accepting a crumb?
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
