She says she's conflicted

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Hi 25!!

I read your post on Redhawks thread. I read the letter you posted on mine and it really really sunk in. I swear my WAW could have written it.

The other post you put up is exactly what I have been thinking

She complains I talk to much that I go round and round. That I keep trying to convince her that OM is a fake Phony fraud (He is by the way I have proof). That there is something wrong with him that he never found Miss right in 53 years. That the Miss right God picked for him was a married woman with 2 Sons!! Its just to much of me repeating the same thing over and over..

Anyhow, the other part of your comments was the part about Protecting and size and strength.

Thatpartly is why I have focused on his fake phony fraud Military record.

She kept commenting over the past couple of years that I was in the best shape of my life. She also is in amazing shape. And yes even though she can hold her own against most men and especially women I still have almost 75 lbs of Muscle over her.

OM is 6'2 and when fat 225 now because of the diet she gave him and a medical scare hes about 185. She even said he is kind of scrawny. She does believe he has this super secret IDF move that can take down any man...He tells her things like a child would to his friends...

So he has told her that he is rescuing her from me and from America, that the relationship with him is a rebirth.

He texts and calls her ten times a day to make sure she has not been assaulted etc..meanwhile twice while shes off running with him she got hurt, one time severely enough to put her Fitness competition career into early retirement!

I can act like a caveman i know that, I can be very intimidating. She told the MC that she feels like shes trapped when we argue and can not escape.

Last weekend even though she started I stayed quiet, but she said she felt like she could not leave the car.

Now she is bringing up how last July when I knew she was in an EA and that OM was here I still had sex with her before she went to see him..How it was like rape...then she admits she had an orgasm but says it was real but I forced her to!!!!!

She said the OM tells her that I am sick and perverted because I wanted to be WITH MY WIFE...but hes not sick and perverted having an affair with a married woman.

I realize that I have to STFU and walk away and hope that she sees the ilogic I did tell her though that if I see him in our state I am going to break him in two...