She seems to be taking a little bit from me every couple days . She snuck out of the house last night for an hr or so when i had to go out . My son called me and asked me where she went . I didnt even know she was going . Ive been hugging her and giving her a kiss before I go to work for years and that seems to be disolving .I gave her one this morning and it was lifeless . Does she not love me anymore ??? She thinks she loves this OM but I know its only lust but you cant tell them that , they will only dismiss it .I hurt extremely bad but Im trying hard to follow the list . I feels so wrong to basically say go on have your fun , Im gonna go about my business , if you want to leave me go ahead , I ll be alright .I havent seem any good results from employing DB yet except a better mood from her if I dont talk about the affair .But why wouldnt she be in a better mood . She gets to live her life and have her affair with no consequences .Cake eat I guess they call it . But I guess thats the DB plan , let her have the time and space till the affair withers and runs its course . Then piece it back together after the affair . What if the affair doesnt wither ???
Me 45 W 45 Son 16 Son 14 Married 23 together 27 W threatened sep several times W still at home A discovered Mar 17 2014 A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )
