Yeah I am trying to prepare myself for the date mentally. Have been trying all week. I will try to focus on her throught the whole conversation, but again, she is the one that brings up the R talk, not me.
When we were first dating...we didnt do much except have sex as this was a new thing for here lol. Not really, I honestly dont remember what we used to talk about. I know that she used to think that I was hilarious, but not so much anymore. That kinda bums me out a bit. Other people think Im funny, maybe I just need some new material.
Self control: Lol you know Im gonna be zen-like. I have accomplished it once before with her in person. The other night on the phone though, I was pretty amazing. Hopefully I can carry that in to the date with me. Thanks Pete.
M:33 W:30 T:10 M:2 B/D: 5/27/14 S: 5/28/14 Wife moved back in 7/18/14
