The little child/boy thing was the thing that made me think mlc with my h. Oh and at bd, he had a conversation over in the edge of the room, and used a little child like voice. Even as distressed as I was I could see it was seriously odd.
He was angry irritable reacted with behaviours and physical hits towards my son, all things he had never done before. Became paranoid, had major anxiety.
I could do no right, I think even being alive was enough to get him boiling. As some have said the whole stress level is much much less And therefore as one goes on its a relief.
Regrardless of what or how we all seem to be rowing a simalar boat and the same river of scripts. Which makes for sad reading at times.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
