labug you are so rite. I have done so much more for w since this crisis began. she had a coaching job this spring and I went to work early so I could pick them up after school and then cooked, cleaned dishes etc... 10 weekends in a row while she was at track meet took care of them. Have done a majority of dishes and 50% of cooking. wife is trying to find a teaching job so I have given her so much time to focus on that. I just feel like I am worn out and a little frustrated. I do know she is watching me and I would think she sees a different man. More focused on kids, a big effort to attach with God <bible study, prayers with twins before bed etc...> something that was missing in our M. The crazy thing is we get along well and have always made major decisions together. I know this is a marathon not a sprint! I need to stay focused on kids and faith, and keep working on myself. she did tell me this morning that she thought boys loved my bedtime story last night. I guess I need to be the best I can and make every conversation with her as pleasant as possible. thanks for your post
M 54 W 48 T 19 M 17 D 12 Twin S 6 Twin S 6 Ilybnilwy 1/26/14 A discovered 2/3/14 D filed 7/25/14 Sumons served 8/14/14
