I guess I'm coming back at db'ing with a beginners minset. I've read Sandi's 37 Rules so many times in the past 72 hours my head is swimming.
I've had to go dark to keep my sanity since I keep getting dragged into the same old circular destructive stuff. I really need a break from that to heal.
I moved out of the house because we had a very, very bad weekend. Most of that was on my part...
I moved out of the bedroom because the M had broken down so badly, it was the best thing to do. I have been planning to move out for 2 months now and I had set the date as 8/1 but obviously we didn't make it to that point.
There is no other way to say it, she is a WAW. She's running fron my drinking and the destructive behaviors that go along with it. I have not been abusive but I haven't been a model citizen either. I accept the responsibility of that and I'm working my own IC and programs to get thorugh that. It's the healing that I need to do to GAL.
Me: 43 Her: 37 D: 4 T: 20 years M: 15 years 1st Separation: 12/20/06 Drew up papers for D: 9/15/07 Reconciled: 11/1/07
