Thank you ... I did go out with some friends the other night for an 'adult night' lol but I doubt that counts. I know I need to do things for me but honestly when I'm not at work I am with the boys. And that's what makes me happy. We are like the 3 musketeers and I wouldn't have it any other way right now. When H starts taking the boys on days I'm off I will have to start finding things I want to do to occupy myself because I know it will be hard since the boys and I are in such a routine of being together.
Do you think H is ever going to get off the crazy train? I need to keep being the person only a fool would leave that's why last night was so uplifting for me because it's the first time I've been able to be genuinely nice more than just a hello and good bye like the other practice and this is the only place he can't avoid seeing me so it will be our only contact.
I am getting better on detaching. Last night I actually packed up all his stuff out of my closet and dressers.
And the now 19 year old (lol ;)) can continue with her immature nonsense. Hopefully H will wake up and get sick of her sh!t
