Good, seems that you're on the right path.

You do have a lot of anxiety, I feel it in almost every post, what specifically are you doing about that? Have you found things that are useful?

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss