Everything for the last year was going really well. The S was still off but I figured a big reason for that was because her hysterectomy 6 months ago.
Despite everything we've been through I didn't see this coming. I feel devastated all over again.
W said she really loves me but just can't get the intimate feelings back for me. Said she feels depressed, doesn't want to hurt me etc etc
She was talking about things we were going to be doing 5 years from now about 2 hours before she wanted to have this talk last night. In fact she talked about the future often. We're doing a bunch on renovations at the house etc
When I asked her about that she said she was just trying to be positive.
I feel like I'm losing her twice.
The thought of not having my family D8 S6 is pure devastation to me.
M-38 W-32 D7, S4 M-10 BD-May '12 S for 1 month-June '12 Reconcile, Piecing
