I'm getting sick and tired of feeling sick and tired.
The pain I've been in is getting boring TBH.
I won't lie, I miss WAW terribly. But if she doesn't want me, there's not much I can do about that.
I want my life back. I want to feel worthy of being loved again. I can't believe how much power I've given away to WAW.
Not to be cocky but I'm an attractive, fit, intelligent guy. With a good job, good credit score, and good family. I value my relationships and I'm fiercely loyal. I deserve to be happy. I deserve someone who's willing to walk through fire and brimstone with me and face life's challenges.
I have so much to be thankful for but I've failed to realize it.
I'm thankful for:
* My faith * My family * My job * My health * My caring nature * My dedication
I will survive this. I will become stronger. I will be happy again. And I will learn from my mistakes.
Thank you all for the kick in the pants and for caring about a struggling stranger.
