Thanks, Starsky--my head was ready to explode and I understand a lot of this type of intensity. smile

See--Grey?

There is a LOT more to you than
"Those Things About Which We Do Not Speak--FOR NOW"
(Hereafter referred to as: TTAWWDNS + FN)

You do sound like an interesting, creative guy!
No wonder Starsky might think of switching teams.. smile
(But you sound like you'd be a total score for the Aspie camp if that's where you end up. We'd love to have you!)

I am also a musician, artist, (3-D sculpture, ceramic), dancer, animal lover. Guitar and Ukulele, vocals--mostly traditional jazz and blues. I can rock contemporary blues too.

You lost me on "Game of Thrones" but I did name one of my dogs "Enzo" after YOU-KNOW-WHO Ferrari!!!!

Now that you've got your focus shifted a bit here, think about some things you can do that will help you:
Calm your mind
Shift your focus to something more productive
Try and be at peace with where you are at the moment.

Note: I am NOT saying forever, six months, or anything other than JUST FOR NOW.

What can YOU do to help yourself feel better right now that doesn't involve you-know-who?

Basically, anything you can do to remove yourself from your thought loop will help you get some perspective on things.
Right now you're seeing at microbe level.
You need to pull that focus back so you're seeing the bird's eye view.

How about some vigorous physical exercise?
That's usually a good one, works well while forcing yourself to get interested in another topic.

For myself, hyper-focus can be a real problem.
I tend to get fixated on things, and also on "fixing" things.

So even if you're not in my camp, I get where you're coming from.


Try really hard not to get back on that track, Grey. It's a dead end. Trust me.

The only track that leads anywhere is the one inside you, it's the only one you can ride on anyway.

---GG


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Funny Farm of Rescues
12/12 OW--
5/13 ILYBINILWY: A denied
9/13 Proof OW: ENDED
2/14 Got D papers on my BD
I kicked him out for my sanity
9/14 He wants to "talk"?