So I was doing so good with not snooping but checked her FB today in a moment of weakness. I'm beating myself up now because of it.
Nothing really bad. But there are pictures of her happy and smiling with her daughter. It makes me feel like I am holding on to something that's no longer there. Like how can she be happy during a time like this? It almost feels like she is rubbing it in my face.
There were also some posts about her struggles and problems. And even some prayers.
She still lists herself as in a relationship with me and all of our old pictures are still there.
What the eff' is she waiting for? Why doesn't she come get her things, change her mailing address, and cut me out of her FB?
That's why I get the feeling she is wanting me to be "the bad guy". Like she's too scared to completely pull the plug, so if she waits me out, eventually I'll tell her to come get her things and delete her from FB and then she gets off the hook.
Any advice?
Lots...
Why did you really look ??
Be honest about it, because I know that you said you couldn't help yourself. Yet we BOTH know that isn't true...
What were you looking for ?
What did you hope to find ??
What is she waiting for ???
I dunno, why don't you ask her ??? Go ahead and ring that bell buddy, and see where you are after that. Cause I have a real good idea where that might be....
What does it matter what she is waiting for. You have expressed that YOU aren't ready right now, even if she DID call and want to come back...
You should be focusing on your stuff right now, and the things that you want to change about yourself...
Thor, you are killing yourself with all of this mindreading crap.
Truth is, that you have ZERO idea what she is thinking and feeling, much less if that smile is real or fake...
And to assume that you know, is a pretty useless waste of time. Time that could be better spent on or doing something for yourself, or your Daughter...
BUT (since you are so fond of that word)....
Pick 6 numbers between 1 and 100 for me ???
Yea, you seem to know so much about what she is thinking, and predicting your future, I thought maybe you could give the some winning lottery numbers : )
