Quit mind-reading. I know one of the vets will tell you that. If you look at my FB since the BD there are pictures of me with my kids, happy and smiling. Does that mean I'm ready to move on and let go of my M?!?! NO!!

We do have some of the same thought processes...you are not ready to give up, so don't!

Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since