So I was doing so good with not snooping but checked her FB today in a moment of weakness. I'm beating myself up now because of it.
Nothing really bad. But there are pictures of her happy and smiling with her daughter. It makes me feel like I am holding on to something that's no longer there. Like how can she be happy during a time like this? It almost feels like she is rubbing it in my face.
There were also some posts about her struggles and problems. And even some prayers.
She still lists herself as in a relationship with me and all of our old pictures are still there.
What the eff' is she waiting for? Why doesn't she come get her things, change her mailing address, and cut me out of her FB?
That's why I get the feeling she is wanting me to be "the bad guy". Like she's too scared to completely pull the plug, so if she waits me out, eventually I'll tell her to come get her things and delete her from FB and then she gets off the hook.
