it just can be so overwhelming. I go to the meeting with h last night with my budget prepared.
h comes with nothing.

going to a women's group tonight. know it is good for me, but really prefer being at home with my kids. I've joined this group though and feel like I need to see it through.

i asked h about having d16 this weekend. he will be out of town- working.
he has apologized and offered to have her next weekend( which means one night overnight)
I have journaled my thoughts. I will take a day to let it sit.

Thank you Job for your reply


M48 H50
M21 T26
S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old
PA confirmed 7/2012
H separates 9/2012
H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY
OW still in picture. h filed 10/13