Last night was just crappy. She kept texting, so I just kept saying things like look forward to tomorrow, what happened today is done and over with. The D's love you, asked her what would help her sleep, she said no school and work. Just kept trying to be positive. Let D5 call her and talk for a few minutes. She acted like she wanted to talk to me, I said are you wanting to get off the phone or not, she said yeah sorry, I said you going to be okay, she said do I have a choice, and I said we always have a yes. Then I said okay see you later, she said Bye.
Pretty much our convo in a nutshell. What's weird is after that, my D5 said something that I think she has been holding in, daddy I'm mad mommy for leaving me. Talk about breaking your heart in a spilt second. You could tell she has been wrestling with this for a while, little words here and there, but I think that comment is what she is feeling. Do I tell the W about it or just let it go, until she is ready to say it to her? Poor little girl!!
