Self reflection is always a good thing. You are correct that many people are forever looking for external forces/factors to *make* them happy. It never works that way. If you don't like yourself and realize that happiness comes from within (and is in part a choice), then one is forever on the search for that elusive happy pill.
Good luck with IC and keep working!
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer