1Wish, you're two and a half threads in and you still refuse to do anything about your situation. You are weak and insecure. The funny thing is, you have so much potential, so much life ahead of you and yet you keep playing the victim card. Your wife isn't throwing your marriage away, you are! As I said in a previous post, you may as well find someone for your wife to date because you are pushing her out the door... and she still play fights with you in bed. FFS, grow a set, take control of your life and start listening and you might get somewhere.
When you start to take control of your mind and your life, your life WILL IMPROVE for the better.
Which book are you on and how far through it are you?
Also, you need to get yourself into counselling pronto.
Me: 31, W: 29 T: 4 M: 2 Kids: 3 (SS: 7, SD: 4, D: 3) Separated, still living together: Nov 2013 Separate bedrooms: Feb 2014 W working away; kids with me: Nov 2014