Now that things are final J is calling me a lot, but it's been my 5 days with the kids and he has not called them once. That's the first time in over a year. Before he called them so much it was intrusive. Now nothing. I guess there is nothing left to harass me about.
He was supposed to close on his refi tonight. No news is good news I guess. I'm happy to be free of the debt but sad too. It was a dream at one time that turned into a nightmare. I think that house is cursed.
Trying to give it to God. J makes me sick now. I can't even stand talking to him anymore. He has sold his soul. A part of me wants justice but I know that's out of my hands. And it's too much energy for me to think about.
So this weekend I'm finishing up decor for D's birthday party and picking up my washer and dryer. I'm excited. I can't wait to hook it up. I wish there was somewhere to put a clothesline, but not sure of any good areas.
Btw my last utility bill was almost $400 now it didn't even break $90. Go me!!!
WH
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
