I'm safe to say it here and get it off my chest. But I was thinking how much I missed hearing her singing when I came home. I loved her voice. A few hours later, a mutual friend liked a new photo of hers that she had uploaded, so it appeared in my feed.
Tore me to pieces seeing her.
Time to come off social media for a while. Best stick to just phone calls and texts with everyone.
You have to move forward. The strongest way to move forward is with a new life and a new relationship partner, even if it's only a good FWB.