Man this is tough. Just went to lunch with H. I went into it totally confident and purposely kept it very light and easygoing. H was again noticeably cooler than any of our other 'dates'. His demeanor was not at all the excited teen he has been all the other times. At the end he hugged me but for the first time he pulled away first. I know it's ridiculous to expect that every time we're together we're going to both be giddy but it seems so odd how he pulls away after declaring he supposedly will 'do whatever it takes.' We still had a good time, just not the same as previously and I don't know how to take it.
M: 42 H: 43 M: 8 years S7 and D4 H has D19 and S25 from previous M Bomb: 3/6/14 OW discovered, EA & PA 1st separation, 10 days, decided to reconcile & moved back in. Fail 2nd separation: 5/1/14
