Listen to mrbond and man up! It may not be easy to hear him say or actually do, but he knows what he's talking about. I remember being in your very same spot as most on here have been. It [censored], but you need to start taking the advise you have been given or just throw in the towel now. Trust me, I did the same thing and didn't listen to the great advise I was given. Only when I finally did things turned around.
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