I just read your latest posts, you do have difficulty in controlling where your mind goes.

About the books, maybe you shouldn't add anything to the mix right now. Work on being able to stop those stories your mind tells you.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss