I am really getting discouraged. I feel as though I have made some progress but am feeling like it really is too little, too late. It's mainly the fact that we have so little contact. He has initiated a couple times in the past month or so, but there was always a reason. There were also a couple of times he kept the conversation going but not recently. I am not ready to give up on our M but am afraid I'm going to get crushed emotionally again because I have allowed myself to have hope.

I am questioning whether it is still possible to save my M considering.....


Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since