She says she's conflicted

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One more thing!
Be very careful of absorbing too much of the internet advice and concepts of WAW, WS, Affair Fog etc.
While these are valid, never let it over take YOUR own knowledge and perception of your situation. Use it as reference, not as an overall guide.

We all coming looking because we're lost and want anything to help the pain stop.

Just set up some fundamental boundaries. Of what you absolutely will not tolerate.
Stick to them. But don't ever react to those being crossed with ANGER.
You're giving them both ammo to shoot you with.

Her head is most likely all over the place like my wife's is.
Mine was too.

Be the stable one.
Affairs rarely last man. They're built on nothing but lies and fantasy.

I have decided to end my affiliation with TAM.

The issue is someone exposed my wife on CV. She was page two on google.

Now we were called by one of those companies that push it down, we told them we could not afford them and she is number one page one when you google her name.

She is a medical professional..this is going to push her to leave me to go to the OM country.

I am scared to death of this !!