CSan - Filed, moving and life goes on....

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Still looking at apartments and I have found a few that may work but we'll see. My STBXH'S kids are in town for the summer and while I am closer with my 15 SD, the other two 13 SD and 11 SS I am not, both of them decided to stay in a hot van than say Hi to me at work to drop off my mail. I knew that they didn't care for me much but that stung. After the short visit from my STBXH and 15 SD, I thought that this D was the best thing for all of us as there were too many issues regarding each others kids and now I can just focus on my kids and myself without worrying about my STBXH and his kids. It also makes me think that a R isn't in the cards for us as too much damage has been done. We will all be happy now separate although my kids have taken it harder, I will strive to be the best mom I can be for them. I don't miss my STBXH even half as much as I used to nor do I feel like I need or want him now. I am thinking about getting the rest of my stuff from the basement in the house so we don't have any ties. I won't be cold or unfriendly to him but I am not going to make any efforts to keep in touch or to talk. He has actually initiated texting me but I don't see it as anything significant. I believe that I am done