Why does it sound like you are messing up left and right and she is still not sure? To me it sounds like if you were to do the right stuff this week alone, she would let you stay. I dunno maybe there is something that Im missing.
She doesnt want me to go because im doing wrong she says she wants some breathing space without me there to decide what she wants.. she wants to think clearly.. I dont know I really dont.. im so scared and my emotions are really starting to play about.. I am waaay too young to be going through this. This is messing up my life.. I cant believe whats happening.. so I really want oppinions if I should leave today or if I should leave when she expects me to which would be sunday..
