I know it's difficult when they are physically gone. I'm also sorry about the dog. I'm insane about my 11 yr old big bear mutt and know how much their companionship means.
I think once she's physically gone, you will begin to process things differently. I'm certainly not saying it will be easy, although I think you will be able to step back and realize how much calmer and more at peace you feel. In regards to your Ds, well there is no other way to say it than it s?cks. However , be a role model for them. Remind them how much you love them and live your life with honesty and integrity. They will see it and they are watching you.
You are starting a new chapter. It may not have been a chapter you chose for yourself, however it can be a great story. You can do this!
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer
